its a paying it forward kind of day!

today i am..............


                                a frantic mother, wife and business owner trying to get out of the house to do all her errands before work!!!!! i take a new medication and it makes me throw up all the way to all my errands:( i hate to throw up so i cried all my makeup away and then on the way home my husband calls to tell me my client is waiting on me and i whine that i forgot about him and to please tell him i'm sorry:) and then to make matters worse as i am now late for my next client my car starts running out of gas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you sweet baby jesus i was by a gas station!!!! i pull in, get out with debit card in hand go to put it in and the screen says begin fueling! i am confused because i didn't put my card in so i begin to pump my gas and get worried:) i run into the store and tell the cashier i think i'm stealing gas!! she laughed at me and so i told her what happend and she smiled and said "well take it as a blessing!!" of course i cried cuz thats what i do:) i went back and only put $20 in and then i figured what a great "god wink" he just showed me and he made me slow it down and chill! so i went in and paid $20 for the next guys gas:) paying it forward sure does make your crappy day become brighter!! get on it yall!
xoxo

full circle

today i am.......



me! i am so excited to get this out!!!!! easter sunday 1992 i got baptized as a child! april 8th 2001 i found out i was pregnant with my oldest and finally got off drugs!!! april 8th 2010 i opened my salon and have truly been happy to go to work everyday! april 8th 2012(EASTER SUNDAY) i rededicated my life to christ and got baptized with my 10 year old child whom god sent to save my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



WHY DO I BELIEVE IN JESUS AND GOD'S LOVE AND POWER?! BECAUSE I'M NOT THE SAME ME AND FOR ME THATS ALL THE PROOF I NEED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

time to celebrate!

today i am...


me:)
i do not know this woman personally but have been truly inspired by her story. one of her kids goes to my youngest school and i see her with her bald head but huge smile almost everyday! i suffer with chronic pain and want life to end on some days so seeing this precious woman has made me seek peace even more. i know this was vague but that was only to get you to now read her blog:)



must read!!


http://erin-fightingbreastcancer.blogspot.com/2012_02_01_archive.html

a distraction

today i am.....


the same lady in the last post.
i am amazed! so we all know what happened to me and my family but did you know that i have a little just turned 2 year old and a just turned 6 month old? why do i tell you this?! well...... after the incident with the suicide we had a lot of pray'n go'n on and some people prayed for a distraction for me so i could get through this hard time in life with some ease:)
all i have to say is that the lord has a since of humor and we are not in control and to be honest i am so glad for that!
so whats the distraction!!!???!!!???

we are pregnant with our 3rd!!!! so 3 kids under 3!!!! hahahahahahahahahahaha!!!


so blessed!!!!