Thursday, January 27, 2011
Walk on the water by Britt Nicole (With lyrics)
so listening to this song tonight made me think of my girls and how i want them to always know these important words and then it made me think about us parents and how do we actually help our kids know these words. having the chance to speak to 2 wise clients of mine today they helped me get a better understanding on how to do that. one said, to know that somethings are just bigger then you and to have faith. love it! and then the other said, to vow to your kids that you Love them NO MATTER WHAT! i think those are some great words of wisdom and know that they have sure helped me! thanks sweet friends!!
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
beauty within
today i am..............
me:) i noticed something truly amazing today! I had one of my lovely clients in and we were discussing beauty. she has been on a really healthy road lately and has inspired and motivated me to get in shape and be healthier, but what is radiating out of her more now then ever is her happiness! she is so happy with her life and has made such a huge commitment in making good choices that the happiness literally radiates out of her. it is true beauty.
search deep friends! its there!!!
happy, fun hunting!
me:) i noticed something truly amazing today! I had one of my lovely clients in and we were discussing beauty. she has been on a really healthy road lately and has inspired and motivated me to get in shape and be healthier, but what is radiating out of her more now then ever is her happiness! she is so happy with her life and has made such a huge commitment in making good choices that the happiness literally radiates out of her. it is true beauty.
search deep friends! its there!!!
happy, fun hunting!
Friday, January 21, 2011
becoming fulfilled
today i am.............
a person in recovery. through recovery i found that not only was i addicted to alcohol but addicted to self. i have been on this amazing journey of recovery realizing that the problem has always been me. even though i have a ton of resentments towards family and other people whom I've crossed paths with it was never all their fault it was also mine. i want to be apart of the solution now and see the good in myself and see the good of my disease. through this horrible disease of addiction i have found peace in my life. sounds crazy but i am so thankful for all the ugly i have touched and thankful my heart has broken because knowing now how to look at life like it's my last day i am living is his glory in every step i take. and now i am finally able to be the woman i was made to be. i AM an amazing wife, mother, friend, daughter, sister and i am now noticing that my gift of massage therapy is a ministry and can help open doors for others in emotional pain. i have vowed to do good through all i was born to be! love this life!
a person in recovery. through recovery i found that not only was i addicted to alcohol but addicted to self. i have been on this amazing journey of recovery realizing that the problem has always been me. even though i have a ton of resentments towards family and other people whom I've crossed paths with it was never all their fault it was also mine. i want to be apart of the solution now and see the good in myself and see the good of my disease. through this horrible disease of addiction i have found peace in my life. sounds crazy but i am so thankful for all the ugly i have touched and thankful my heart has broken because knowing now how to look at life like it's my last day i am living is his glory in every step i take. and now i am finally able to be the woman i was made to be. i AM an amazing wife, mother, friend, daughter, sister and i am now noticing that my gift of massage therapy is a ministry and can help open doors for others in emotional pain. i have vowed to do good through all i was born to be! love this life!
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
never give up
today i am........
a mother who lost her 18 month old child while he was sleeping. after that morning of finding my precious boy my life changed forever. i tried to hold on to my oldest son and husband for dear life but the knot broke and all i was left with was my faith and 1 son. i thought after my divorce i would never be able to find love again or even have a life full of love but through my sweet baby's death i was able to find true love and even have 2 more children. its also amazing because now my oldest son is blessed to have his mother, father and then step parents as well. so on this roller coaster i discovered that we must persevere through life and when hard times make us fall we must get up with new strength and appreciate trails, enjoy the people that are put there to help us up and never forget to watch for miracles!
a mother who lost her 18 month old child while he was sleeping. after that morning of finding my precious boy my life changed forever. i tried to hold on to my oldest son and husband for dear life but the knot broke and all i was left with was my faith and 1 son. i thought after my divorce i would never be able to find love again or even have a life full of love but through my sweet baby's death i was able to find true love and even have 2 more children. its also amazing because now my oldest son is blessed to have his mother, father and then step parents as well. so on this roller coaster i discovered that we must persevere through life and when hard times make us fall we must get up with new strength and appreciate trails, enjoy the people that are put there to help us up and never forget to watch for miracles!
Friday, January 14, 2011
toxic
today i am....
one who has a toxic father on so many levels. growing up it was the all american dream and then my father decided that his family didn't need him and turned to addiction in many ways. we lost him, but now he is trying to get clean and i now am married with 2 beautiful kids:) i don't really care to hang out with him but know for him and my kids sake they need to have some sort of a relationship. i try to put his toxicity aside and remember there is a sweet, kind heart deep inside and that even if we can't mend the past i can at least open my heart up for the future. we must put the drama aside and find peace!
without peace we are not truly happy:)
one who has a toxic father on so many levels. growing up it was the all american dream and then my father decided that his family didn't need him and turned to addiction in many ways. we lost him, but now he is trying to get clean and i now am married with 2 beautiful kids:) i don't really care to hang out with him but know for him and my kids sake they need to have some sort of a relationship. i try to put his toxicity aside and remember there is a sweet, kind heart deep inside and that even if we can't mend the past i can at least open my heart up for the future. we must put the drama aside and find peace!
without peace we are not truly happy:)
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- hope from a chair
- lead to encourage and spread hope because so many have encouraged and shown hopefulness to me:) i am blessed! please visit my 1st post jan 2011 for the whole story on me and this blog!