toxic

today i am....

one who has a toxic father on so many levels. growing up it was the all american dream and then my father decided that his family didn't need him and turned to addiction in many ways. we lost him, but now he is trying to get clean and i now am married with 2 beautiful kids:) i don't really care to hang out with him but know for him and my kids sake they need to have some sort of a relationship. i try to put his toxicity aside and remember there is a sweet, kind heart deep inside and that even if we can't mend the past i can at least open my heart up for the future. we must put the drama aside and find peace!

without peace we are not truly happy:)