becoming fulfilled

today i am.............

a person in recovery. through recovery i found that not only was i addicted to alcohol but addicted to self. i have been on this amazing journey of recovery realizing that the problem has always been me. even though i have a ton of resentments towards family and other people whom I've crossed paths with it was never all their fault it was also mine. i want to be apart of the solution now and see the good in myself and see the good of my disease. through this horrible disease of addiction i have found peace in my life. sounds crazy but i am so thankful for all the ugly i have touched and thankful my heart has broken because knowing now how to look at life like it's my last day i am living is his glory in every step i take. and now i am finally able to be the woman i was made to be. i AM an amazing wife, mother, friend, daughter, sister and i am now noticing that my gift of massage therapy is a ministry and can help open doors for others in emotional pain. i have vowed to do good through all i was born to be! love this life!