sadness

today i am...............



a mother and wife who @ 5months pregnant started the new year off losing her son.


yet i am still able to give my 2year old all the love i have for her and still be so in love with my strong/understanding husband who has let me lean on him in this time of need. thank god for my faith to be strong enough to know that we will see our beautiful son in heaven one day. i want people to know that even though this happened and it is soooooo hard, i still know my father loves me and i feel as though my husband and i can share our story with someone else that is hurting with the lose of their child. i am so thankful for this moment of my husband and i's string getting shorter and shorter with these knots called life because in return we become closer to each other. i will survive!